how is it may already

i dig my nails into the year and claw myself fresh out of cartilage but the year is slippery or made of wet noodles and if rock is sedimentary then balance is not easy. if rock is sedimentary a person can be weightless and bloodied by its criminality. gravitation is easy if you do not look down. the problem with humanity is looking down. a person can be thrown clearer than rivers without moons to unzip them goodnight. i will be okay in fact this vantage is less asthmatic and this home does not have walls but at least it is all in one piece.

i live my life while asleep
and am currently refusing to live my life
how is it may already